Forbidden apple !

: I feel lost.i'm so embaressed of myself,my own self-respect, what i have done to my soul?
: You did nothing wrong, it's ok.
: I've insulted the nature's rules.i've insulted my own roots.
: you did nothing wrong.
: I hurt my own soul, my own being, my own self-respect.
: you did nothing wrong.
: My path is revailed, i'm having uturn to nowhere, i know it, but it doesn't help.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i lied to myself, i lied to others, i lied to him, i lied to nature.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i made me ashamed after being expert in these years.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i waisted my senses ,made them all vained, this road goes nowhere.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i sweard to God not to do it again, but i did it again ,when everything was so perfect.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i left stain in the river of the saints.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i held my breath to get the poisened air.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i crossed the forbidden lake, with sarrow and pain.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i polished the dark cave.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i humilated the God's rules.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i called off my own happiness.
: you did nothing wrong.
: i had one piece of forbiiden apple.
: you did nothing wrong.
: Darling, i fell in love,it's insane.
: you did nothing wrong.

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