advantages of freedom

She is not certain .She is doubtful about the existence of real happiness. She suspects the individuality of a deep pain.Her respond to love is considered "inappropriate" by common people in town. Her reaction to "loyalty" is not the same with the others' , therefore she has been known as someone who disbelieves commitments of all sorts. Sometimes I think if she wasn't growing up in such an open minded way, and if her guardians had not respected her self-decisions as much, and if they'd not paid so much attention to her needs, which used to vary all the time, she would have been living an easier life ; and she would have been much more determined in making permanent decisions for her own good(in the others' eyes, so she'd not have been judged by them all the time in her life.) She'd always have so many choices in front of her to pick , and what she has been doing is "picking them one by one, at the fastest pace.So, her personality became so spontaneous, and in some people's eyes as ” wild “ and in the others', somewhat "unfaithful". Her other problem is that I cannot tell you how quickly she gets bored of everything she is working on at that moment of her life. She knows about so many things here and there, and she is not interested in or passionate about anything, ”how is it possible to concentrate in just one thing; to get so much involve with that one thing!" says she. for her "it is impossible””. Sometimes freedom and having open minded and caring parents not only is not so comforting for the person, but also is confusing and causes problems in such limiting society in the long run. Salome N.Saz

puzzle# 2

The word"LIFE" is a puzzle.
Take out the” if” from the “l if e”.
the real word is “le”, which holds a hidden 3'dl letter, in the middle of it .
So at the beginning, not even one soul is able to realize the true meaning of “ life” .
but after sometimes, an “I” will show up ,right in the middle ; with a cold smile.

midnight dreams

I have lost my optimistic vision in a terrible incident, and I take the blame for it.
I have lost my fate in a painful battle, and I take the blame for it.
I have lost my soul’s innocence in a scornful catastrophe, and I take the blame for it.
I have lost my dreams in a tormenting homicide and I am the one who takes the blame for it.
I have lost the most beautiful picture ever in my heart, at a bizarre, terrifying moment of one midnight, and I am the one to blame.
I am starting to get a new shape of life; I am restructuring my new brain cells, new vision and new heart, with no dreams.
Life is what it is, and what it is, and what it is, life is an influential compulsion which throws away all of those naive dreams by the time they are getting so close to come through, right at a bizarre, terrifying moment of one midnight.

puzzle# 1

When you hear a whisper of love, take a moment, then reverse it, you will get” evol”, which is a misspelling of evil, but it is pronounced the same.
An I(stands for i) is switched with an o(stands for owe), which reveals the true meaning of the of that whisper:
(I owe you an explanation: don’t trust me, I am an evil)

future

What are you doing with your life?
-Following my desires
Do you see any brightness in your future?
-my future right now, right here, is bright.
Why are you smiling all the time?
-Because I follow my desire.so i am not anybody's or anything's follower.(smile).
What do you mean by saying: following desire?
-Willing to learn more, willing to make friends with appealing people,, willing to eat delicious, willing to see all the unseen. Willing to help a fellow, willing to fall in love. willing to make sacrifice for the one you love.....
Willing to have freedom . the bottom line : which ever action that gives me a fresh sense of life, or drop a shine in my eys.
I see my life, my momentary future so bright, because whatever it is, is based on my will and desire, so it is bright to me.and that counts.

valid excuse

(I am so sorry, I am busy, busy busy lately, so I am afraid that have no time to spend with you. Maybe later, next week, next month, next year.)

Is this the truth?
Or a twisted way to wipe some fellows off the screen of my life?

Am I scared of making enemies by being myself and sharing my feelings? Is that me who am hiding my feelings behind the bush, although I condemn a weedy heart? Didn’t I believe in honestly, and the freedom of thought? Don’t I hate fooling people around? Am I afraid of loosing the ones, although I don’t want them in my life!!!!

If the answer is no:

Then stand still, head up, look straight towards eyes, and say it right:
(My time is running out in a dynamic pace; and i'm not willing to split it between you and the true valued ones, therefor good bye is to you).