Sunday, November 12, 2006

sweet tranquilizer

When you are among your friends and you feel lonely
When you are getting so much attention from the crowd and you feel left alone

When you are laughing loud and you feel sad
When you are waking up in the morning and you feel lost
When you are saying hi to everyone and you sound strange.
When you are praying to god and you feel no sensation
When you are walking under the sun and you feel the breeze
When your warm eyes showing off your confidence and you feel its infertility
When you are socializing with so many acquaintances and you feel speechless
When
( You need to talk, you need to cry, you need warm hands to hold you, you need an intensive love from around, you need trustful ears, you need loving eyes, you need acceptance),
but you feel powerless to acknowledge that,
Is, when your heart has broken and is shutting down.
there is no tranqulizer for the demolished heart, but the slayer's touch.

2 comments:

Persephone said...

"when your heart has broken and is shutting down" there is nothing that one can do, exept to stand there in silence and watch the pieces crumle around, allow every part to break down and fall apart. and once all the pieces are around your feet, you take a deep breath, pickup what you can and what is good, keep you head up high and take a step forward.

Unknown said...

that's awsome