I'm bored to tears of incessantly feeling uninterested; I need a fresh start!
I need a new beginning; but with me in such eroded state of thought and physicality, it would be impossible to thrive. I need to rejuvenate and gain all the liveliness I lost through the passage of many exhausting years!
Is it possible to not take it all back; to pick the unmarked and leave all the battered memories?