Thursday, December 07, 2006

will you help me father?

Father: where is your striking psyche?
where is your infinite desire?
where is your combatant strength?
where is your brawny footsteps?
where is your cheery countenance?
where is your mesmerizing temperament?
where is your vigorous compassion?
where is your intelligent perception?
She: I am tired father.
I am immobile, sightless, dead-brain soul for sometimes, I am tired.
I am getting as mortal as anyone could be, I am getting as ineffectual minded as any One could be.
Something happened.
since then
I’m carrying an enduring pain along.
I’ve been wounded contemptibly in an ultimate brutal conflict.
i'm getting destroyed eventually to the end.

Father: I’ll help you my darling; I’ll save your life. I help you put this fateful incident Out of your mind,
Just tell me what happened?

She: one night; someone took me to the place, where I saw the heaven and the
Hell and the earth one after another:
He asked me to close my right eye and look at
The place with my left eye open: there was heaven. Then with just my right eye open: there
Was hell?
Then I opened both of my eyes; there was him in front of me.
He told me since he showed me every part of life, I must choose which
One I want to live my life in;
He told me I could change my Mind for two times and not more. I chose
Heaven, he blocked my right eye’s sight rightaway,
I panicked and Said, wait, I want to see hell, he blocked my left eye’s sight, I screamed out loud:
: I want to see my life with my both eyes open. He gave my eyesight back, and said:
Now you have both eyes’ sights free of heaven and hell

Since then I’ve been in massive pain and see nothing but dirt.
you Know father there was no pain in the hell but dirt. I wish I’d chosen “ hell”.

Will you help me father?

Father: my darling, life is much easier with eyes half closed,
Didn’t you notice people do that to survive,to be happy.
you made the wrong choice of
Wanting your both eyes be open. Now it is better you close your eyes and see
Nothing, since you have no more choices left
. Believe me it is better if you don’t see what you seeing right now,it is better if
you don't feel what you feeling right now,it is safe.

She: alright,will you close my eyes?
father:i will .